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Everything is a blur.....nothing makes sense.....why am I feeling this way? My emotions are that of a rollar coaster..... I try and think things out but my mind goes blank....... the tears swell up in my eyes but I will not cry...... I wont grow weak...... at least not physically.........mentaly, I broke months ago...... but I look at the positive things in life........ wait....there are none.,.....graduating is in a sense a positve notation, but what is there to do after that?....work? Reality begins to kick in and life as I know it has become dull......... Im an old rusted nail refusing to break through........
In a sense, I wish for prosperity.....and in other sense, I wish for happiness........ I am happy........ for what I do not know, but there is an inner joy weldering in me.......I just need to find someone....someone special to pull it out and show it to me.....let me know its there and they care........
I love you all.....