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I am still extremely tired. but I am making the two hour trek to athens tomorrow after school to look for a job. I think it will do me good to get away from peachtree city. I know it hasn't even been that long since I went the last time, it just seems like every time I come back, it takes less and less time to get fed up with the place. kind of weird.
I guess it's only like three weeks now. I think I was counting down the days when I still had like three months left, but I stopped doing that. I don't even know how many days of school we have left. like eleven or something.
I stuffed graduation announcements today.
I think all of it's finally starting to sink in.
I was driving on the golf cart paths today, and realized that I am really going to miss this place when I don't live here. I hate living here, but I love this city. it's just so pretty. and I think I finally admitted to myself that I am probably going to miss more than a few of the people I see every day. I hung out with some people last weekend who are also moving away, but don't go to mcintosh, and realized that it might be the last time I ever saw them. it made me want to cry.
I really do think it's going to absolutely rip out my heart and take everything I have to leave this place.
shh, don't tell anyone I said that though.
I guess it's only like three weeks now. I think I was counting down the days when I still had like three months left, but I stopped doing that. I don't even know how many days of school we have left. like eleven or something.
I stuffed graduation announcements today.
I think all of it's finally starting to sink in.
I was driving on the golf cart paths today, and realized that I am really going to miss this place when I don't live here. I hate living here, but I love this city. it's just so pretty. and I think I finally admitted to myself that I am probably going to miss more than a few of the people I see every day. I hung out with some people last weekend who are also moving away, but don't go to mcintosh, and realized that it might be the last time I ever saw them. it made me want to cry.
I really do think it's going to absolutely rip out my heart and take everything I have to leave this place.
shh, don't tell anyone I said that though.