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Ugh. I hate myself today. I hate my face, I hate my body, everything. I just feel like I'm gonna be fat forever. Or by the time I do lose all of this weight I'm gonna be like 30. Ugh. I dont wanna be fat anymore! I wish this would speed up. I know you're suppose to tone up, but I don't wanna get bulky and muscular. I just wanna be thin. I wouldn't care so much about the number on the scales if my clothes fit better. I only lost 1 lb. this week. Will I lose anything next week? What, like five ounces? Ugh. I hate this! My instructor said he'd make a profile for me and he hasn't yet. I hate to bug him for it, but I really wanna start toning up.
Ugh this sucks.
Ugh this sucks.