I think I'm dehydrated from crying so much...
[mood|
sad]
It's been 14 years, 2 months and 5 days.
You'd think it would have gotten easier.
In a way it has, but in so many other ways it's harder.
Tonight was so fucking hard.
So, so fucking hard.
I cried for several hours and had to call Dad and then cried with him some more.
I miss you so much.
Each and everyday.
I don't think I'll ever get over this, even after all this time.
I love you.
sad]
It's been 14 years, 2 months and 5 days.
You'd think it would have gotten easier.
In a way it has, but in so many other ways it's harder.
Tonight was so fucking hard.
So, so fucking hard.
I cried for several hours and had to call Dad and then cried with him some more.
I miss you so much.
Each and everyday.
I don't think I'll ever get over this, even after all this time.
I love you.