story of my life right here
...sorta...
Today was possibly one of the worst days of my life. School was pointless as usual. Max really annoyed me today before practice and during practice. I lost to Alanna out of all people during electric fencing. And for some reason, I feel so confused and like I don't even know what to do when I'm fencing. It's like I've never touched a foil before. Gah. I am so much worse than I was last year. And then to top it all off, I wasn't even invited to Martel's birthday party tonight, even though I think I've been a pretty good friend to him the past year. It's like people don't even appreciate me. Am I seriously that invisible that you can't even remember to invite Rachel, the person who helps you with your math homework, french studying and with whom you've had good times in and out of school? Honestly, I didn't think Martel was one of "them." But I guess I was mistaken.
*Edit* Oh great. I just fucking broke my retainer...for the second fucking time. Fuck this shit.
Rachel
Today was possibly one of the worst days of my life. School was pointless as usual. Max really annoyed me today before practice and during practice. I lost to Alanna out of all people during electric fencing. And for some reason, I feel so confused and like I don't even know what to do when I'm fencing. It's like I've never touched a foil before. Gah. I am so much worse than I was last year. And then to top it all off, I wasn't even invited to Martel's birthday party tonight, even though I think I've been a pretty good friend to him the past year. It's like people don't even appreciate me. Am I seriously that invisible that you can't even remember to invite Rachel, the person who helps you with your math homework, french studying and with whom you've had good times in and out of school? Honestly, I didn't think Martel was one of "them." But I guess I was mistaken.
*Edit* Oh great. I just fucking broke my retainer...for the second fucking time. Fuck this shit.
Rachel