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no no really....
today i had the cutest dream...&& you know how sine dreams just do not feel real well this one did for sure....
heres the dream..i was in figi with my friend tori this girl amber & this guy daniel...it was beautiful figi was like the place to be..but like we were on this highway in this little car that looked like the teacups @ disneyland but we were in the teacup car && like i guess daniel tori amber all had passports & i was the only one who did not have a passport so they had too sneak me thru the passport check..so we started driving real fast & passed the passport check & daniel screaming welcome to fucking FIGI..!! hah so we kept driving & found this cuuute little store. we went in & tori got this skirt && there was this REAL cuuute shirt i went up to the counter thing to buy it && i was thinking about it && i was like well i dont really want it anyways..so daniel was like hey ill buy it so he bought it..! && like we got back in our "teacup" and like started to go somewhere else..& like my legs were like wrapped around daniel like i was straddling him && like then he bent down && kissed me. then ok you know how when you in the light all day && you go like inside somewhere && its soooo dark but for me like it was the complete opposite when i was ooutside everything was so dark && like i was telling daniel this rite after he kissed me & i was trying to explain it so he would understand & hes like stop talking...i want to kiss you; mmmmmmmmmmm this was seriously a real cute dream..!!!! hahaha i wanna have it again tonite....but tonite i had to babysit..shoot && i needed $$$ for sadies ITS THIS SATURDAY well next week that is....hah yeah so i needed cha ching for sadies..! i want my glasses they have been @ my friends house for like 2 months..i miss my glasses & i never see her so its hard to get them. im soo tired..i have no energy i dont even know how i am typing...
i really having a hard time with my friends latelyyyyyyy its real sad..for me..like i dont know like i really DONT know whats going on...i wish i could really say something about it but i dont really know what to say im so like stuck without words..im not too good with words..dannnggggg i miss hanging with casey everything was so good when i was with her...& im not saying that its bad with my other friends but since i was not in her little clique with all her friends like we were from completely different groups of people && i guess what im saying is that is was just easier that way of my friends whoever reads this really dont take offense to this but its just how i feel. i really thought that having friends with the same interest as me would be easier...& i really dont think it is..i dont know maybe im crazy for thinking that but idk its just really hard & different for me...well like its not that its better but in some ways its just easier....pssshh i know what im trying to say but reading this over sounds pretty stupid & just not true but i dont know..things are so different rite now..??
well yeahhhhhhhh IM OUT