fuck...
this weekend was sucha bad idea.
thursday night...fucking ruined all my parents trust. and i didnt even do anything! which made it even worse. god im so angry because i didnt even do ANYTHING!
well friday was fucking stupid. at the beach my friends were being such bitches i just wanted to leave and go away from all of them and be alone and cry. friday night i was at my sisters venting out everything to her which somewhat helped me. but not too much(?) oh oh oh and casey came over too! we had fun. roboting it up,cripting, and two-stepping it. hah and runing around with laila!!!! she was totally screaming! and just running all around and being wild. so casey left and then i just spend the night there.
woke up @ about 12 there and then went home. came home to my parents screaming at me about what happened on thursday night with my stupid friends which arent even my real friends? they didnt even care but thats beside the point. at this point im so angry!
i was crying all day. ive been in sucha angry sad mood lately. i hate it. i really wish i didnt even do anything this weekend. the rocket summer wasnt AS good as i thought it was going to be either. maybe because some of my friends kept leaving me which i thought was pretty lame and stupid. i was angry and i really hope that they realize that it was stupid for just leaving me to wait in line by myself and just wait for them to come back. because it was wayy stupid. but im over it now. but yeah so like went to joolays then we went to lollicup @ scottys and got bobas! then went to the show..@ chain and waited from like 4:30 until it started. which was quite along time.then we ran inside when it opened and got front row.
-kevin devine was alright?
-number one fan was wayy dope!
-the rocket summer was SOOOOO BAD! bryce is wayyy cute plus he plays like everything so that makes him even better in my opinion.
but the show was ok...i mean i was looking forward to it for like 2 months and the person i went with wasnt even singing along with me.? which i was also quite sad about because we talked about this show forever and it was kinda like i was alone in a little way? but oh well i had a good time singing wayy OUT LOUD! EKK! it was soo hot in there and like people were like having but sex with me but humping me. and and and yeah like im sunburned really bad on my back and people were like jumping and hitting me and using me as an arm rest..not good?
ohhh i met a friend? i forgot his name but i cant find his myspace. and i want too but i cant find it! yeah how lame is that? he said he had one so i dont know!
after the show i spend the night @ annies. we talked. it was good.morning came very soon and then we went back to my house and i showered and got ready for church. then we went to starbucks and then church. after that came home and then went to ahriels for candice to pick me up. we then drove to the mall and walked around...and i bought plugs. but there REALLY small. but there neon green! so WAYYY COOL! hah
yeah im tired and just to add a great ending to everything....when i went to the beach i got sunburned and i found out that i have 2nd degree burns on my back and i have sun blisters on my back? yeah WAYY SICK and it hurts soo bad. i thought i was going to cry today when i was changing...eeekk! it hurts.
but BYE!
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