worldly desicions. she licks her hands.......

[photo_negatives]

cold mountain was good. i liked it. alot. saw alot of people i knew at the movies.annie,estebon,hailey,rachel,alisa. people i dont see much. it was nice to see them because i never do. juice it up is quite good. if you ever go i would highly recomend a number 14. sunrise splash. k..so i drove by my sisters house to get betsys socks. she needed them. then went to betsys to drop them by. talked for awhile. then went home. when i got home me and my mother got into a fight and then the tears started flowing down when i realized that i was the one that was wrong wishing i was right. but the fight was over something stupid. it always is. me and john had a deep conversation tonite. i liked it. we talked about getting to know the real people we are. and that we have to accept it and work with it no matter what it is. getting to know yourself can be either easy ot hard depends where you look. people look in the oddest places to find themselves buht i think that they need to look in the more obvious places. the more and more we find out about ourselves we get scared because we are not the people we thought we were.i feel like i am 23844890547 different people because im mood changes so much i dont even reconize myself when im looking at myself in a mirror.
people with a higher thinking level try to find themselves the others just go around thinking they have a meaning.people try to hard to be people they are not. wayy wayy wayy to hard.
people try there hardest to be the person they want to be or the person other people think they are. i thought i knew you.dont let it go away.

i guess im out of words for right now.