If you found love, would you hold onto it?
My wall is making really wierd noises right now.
I've been having the most wierd dreams ever lately. I had a dream that I tried to keep Monster in my gym locker. Whaever.
I'm going to change his name to Sir Monster.
Everyone is coming over to eat pancakes on Saturday and it will be a grand time.
Criminal Justice is so good to life. So is getting my math class switched because I got a sweet 44 on the test today. I'm a fabulous student.
I love Azure Ray.
I'm glad me and Danielle got some time together yesterday to just talk and catch up. I love that girl and she'll always be one of my best friens. I need her around more, I really do.
I'm so happy with my life right now. Even though my parents are crazy lately because of Emily and all the shit they've got on their plates. As long as I stay out of their hair they seem okay. It's pretty frustrating at times but I put it at the bottom of my list of things to worry about. It's short list, but a list at that.
I need a new book to read. I told Jay I didnt know what The DaVinci Code was because I'm retarded. Britt and Emily both told me I should read that but since I cant do a simple task like know the fact that I recognize things, it might be a bad idea.
I used to be smart. Really, I was. This is what I get. Ha.
I act like life is tough but it hardly is at this point in the game. Except everyday I get really scared my mom will call me and just tell me shit with my dad started all over again. I never actually told anyone that I'm scared of that every single day, but it's always on my mind. Thats besides the fact that we don't know what the deal is with his HepC. Whatever. I don't have to even think about that till like January or something. And I really trust him more than ever lately, he seems like he's on the right track and I feel like he'll really keep going where he's going. I guess its just hard to get that fear out of the back of my mind.
Why do I write in here?
I've been having the most wierd dreams ever lately. I had a dream that I tried to keep Monster in my gym locker. Whaever.
I'm going to change his name to Sir Monster.
Everyone is coming over to eat pancakes on Saturday and it will be a grand time.
Criminal Justice is so good to life. So is getting my math class switched because I got a sweet 44 on the test today. I'm a fabulous student.
I love Azure Ray.
I'm glad me and Danielle got some time together yesterday to just talk and catch up. I love that girl and she'll always be one of my best friens. I need her around more, I really do.
I'm so happy with my life right now. Even though my parents are crazy lately because of Emily and all the shit they've got on their plates. As long as I stay out of their hair they seem okay. It's pretty frustrating at times but I put it at the bottom of my list of things to worry about. It's short list, but a list at that.
I need a new book to read. I told Jay I didnt know what The DaVinci Code was because I'm retarded. Britt and Emily both told me I should read that but since I cant do a simple task like know the fact that I recognize things, it might be a bad idea.
I used to be smart. Really, I was. This is what I get. Ha.
I act like life is tough but it hardly is at this point in the game. Except everyday I get really scared my mom will call me and just tell me shit with my dad started all over again. I never actually told anyone that I'm scared of that every single day, but it's always on my mind. Thats besides the fact that we don't know what the deal is with his HepC. Whatever. I don't have to even think about that till like January or something. And I really trust him more than ever lately, he seems like he's on the right track and I feel like he'll really keep going where he's going. I guess its just hard to get that fear out of the back of my mind.
Why do I write in here?