Mar 16, 2011 23:20
I often wonder what it would be like if I were able to give every thought in my head a distinct personality. Maybe then the people could be real, they could manifest themselves as real live humans, not just ideas. Then I wonder what it would be like if I could sit down and have a conversation with each and every though. If they could for a line outside of my room and come in one at a time to talk. Maybe then things would be clearer. Everyone, or every thought rather, wouldn't be bumping into each other, and fighting for the so-called talking-stick.
I wonder if I think about it long enough, really focus on it for a few days I could create withing my mind a talking-stick. Then with further concentration would I be able to pass it on from one thought to the next, creating this linear queue of ideas that I'm wishing for?
Sometimes it feels like this exists, but only for a brief moment and then its gone; I get a taste of this organization of thought only long enough to leaving wishing it never left.
Maybe this is why I colour-code my closet.