Jun 16, 2008 22:07
in louisville, staying with my buddy who is an awesome singer. she sang recently with elvis costello. no shit.
i'm trying, trying to not be sad about not ending up here. i really wanted it. i tried so fucking hard, but they just didn't want me.
don't get me wrong, philly is awesome. the programs is great, better than louisville's, but i'm just sad because i felt so happy and satisfied here. the big gothic victorians downtown are the best, and there's an energy that is unique to the south, even though this is at the absolute edge of what one would consider the south.
like i said to someone earlier, it's like marrying the person that is right for you when you are still a little in love with the wrong person for you. you know you made the right choice, but it'll feel weird for awhile.