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Lately, I haven't felt like hanging out with anyone besides Tyler and Brooke. They are my comfort zone and I know I can count on them. Plus, we just "get" each other. For the most part, my other friendships are superficial and fair-weathered. Other people have been asking me to hang out and I guess I've purposefully been shitty about getting back to them because I don't feel like I can be myself with them like I can around Brooke and Tyler. I don't care if pushing almost everyone else away means that I will only have 2 friends. At least I know who I am.
Something I've grown to hate is bullshit small talk. Unless I am really close with someone or I find a person very intriguing (both unlikely), having to listen to him or her disclose every wretched detail of his or her life is super annoying.
On the other hand, summer is going pretty okay. I haven't really been depressed which means I don't have much to write about it, but anything that I do write sucks because it's seriously harder to articulate creatively.
Something I've grown to hate is bullshit small talk. Unless I am really close with someone or I find a person very intriguing (both unlikely), having to listen to him or her disclose every wretched detail of his or her life is super annoying.
On the other hand, summer is going pretty okay. I haven't really been depressed which means I don't have much to write about it, but anything that I do write sucks because it's seriously harder to articulate creatively.