reflecting.
Yesterday was the most profound, most beautiful, day of my life. I hesitate to be so sure of myself, but there are no exaggerations here...no hesitations. Yes, of my life.
I could write about the day, ALL through this day, and probably I will....I thought I'd leave a taste of what I am feeling now, after experiencing yesterday, on this.
Dave suggested getting mushrooms from his friend. Sure, I thought.
Being with Derek and Dave couldn't have made the experience more enjoyable...the only other person I would've imagined fitting perfectly with our 'world' yesterday was Gretchen. I've never felt the way I felt walking all of forest ave to the oaks, seeing the sunset at the west end....a powering euphoric FLOOD continuously moved through me....my thoughts....my vision...my life has changed. At the time I thought of how I didn't want it to end....how could someone feel so naturally euphoric? Again, it ended, perfectly. Slowly...to the point where I wasn't sure if I was still tripping or if my perspective on life had altered altogether. The second remains true this morning. After walking for about 8 hours we grabbed a 12 pack of shipyard and some sandwhiches and sat on a bench in front of the boulivard. I have never felt that close to two people. I have never experienced the rush of love I felt yesterday, for life.
I have so much more to say....I need a real peice of paper...I'd be glad to share it with anyone...the rest and all.
I feel silly writing this all here. I think this might be my last entry...live journal doesn't do much for me now. What a way to end it.
I could write about the day, ALL through this day, and probably I will....I thought I'd leave a taste of what I am feeling now, after experiencing yesterday, on this.
Dave suggested getting mushrooms from his friend. Sure, I thought.
Being with Derek and Dave couldn't have made the experience more enjoyable...the only other person I would've imagined fitting perfectly with our 'world' yesterday was Gretchen. I've never felt the way I felt walking all of forest ave to the oaks, seeing the sunset at the west end....a powering euphoric FLOOD continuously moved through me....my thoughts....my vision...my life has changed. At the time I thought of how I didn't want it to end....how could someone feel so naturally euphoric? Again, it ended, perfectly. Slowly...to the point where I wasn't sure if I was still tripping or if my perspective on life had altered altogether. The second remains true this morning. After walking for about 8 hours we grabbed a 12 pack of shipyard and some sandwhiches and sat on a bench in front of the boulivard. I have never felt that close to two people. I have never experienced the rush of love I felt yesterday, for life.
I have so much more to say....I need a real peice of paper...I'd be glad to share it with anyone...the rest and all.
I feel silly writing this all here. I think this might be my last entry...live journal doesn't do much for me now. What a way to end it.