I felt like I was going to be sick....
Today was an interesting day. I was at lunch minding my own business when a girl that was just recently hired comes down and sits next to me. I don't want to jump to conclusions but she could have chosen any where to sit: there were empty tables everywhere and she chooses to sit near me. I then notice as I was reading, she kept glancing over to me, but not saying anything. I was starting to feel slightly embarrased because the book I was reading was about the secret society of pick up artists: a method of moves to pick up a lady and etc. I felt like she was interested in what I was reading because it seemed like she wanted to read what I was reading. Then it hit me, "I have to talk to her. I have to say something." And then I thought, "Okay, what do I tell her?" and then I was thinking of various ways to say something to her. Then I turned to her and she looked at me straight in the eyes, and I said, "IS that turkey?" and she smiled and said, "Yes.".... "Are you new here? Do you like it here? has any of the customers pissed you off yet?" Small conversation and then I got up to put my book in my bookbag and then right before I left, I said, "Well, I'll see you around." and she smiled and shook her head. I felt so nervous saying that, I mean, you could clearly tell because my voice got really gentle and soft lol and then I felt like slaping myself because I got up the nerve to finally start conversing with a very attractive girl. I couldn't believe it. I was shocked and amazed at myself. When I thought about what happened, I felt my face getting red and i felt sick. How odd. I was so scared, excited and nervous but I did it anyway.
Man, I just never expected her to just look me squarely in the eyes. She's my type though. From a distance, she's alright, but up close she is so pretty. She's like me in a way that she's so attractive, she scares people away from her beauty. hmm I did think it interesting though once about a week ago when I was walking past wireless and electronics to go to my break, I saw a glimpse of her and she saw me and she was just staring at me. I thought it nothing really. I still kind of think nothing really, but I think maybe she wanted me to talk to her or something because then why did she sit near me. The only reason I would sit near a person that I didn't know is either because I like them or want them as a friend, or something. Well, figured I'd share this change with everyone.
Man, I just never expected her to just look me squarely in the eyes. She's my type though. From a distance, she's alright, but up close she is so pretty. She's like me in a way that she's so attractive, she scares people away from her beauty. hmm I did think it interesting though once about a week ago when I was walking past wireless and electronics to go to my break, I saw a glimpse of her and she saw me and she was just staring at me. I thought it nothing really. I still kind of think nothing really, but I think maybe she wanted me to talk to her or something because then why did she sit near me. The only reason I would sit near a person that I didn't know is either because I like them or want them as a friend, or something. Well, figured I'd share this change with everyone.