Oct 16, 2006 01:38
I haven't updated in a very long time. I feel a little guilty since I'm on the computer anyway, looking at communitiies and reading over my friend's page but actually going and updating is a serious drag. I never have anything to say anyway. Each day is a boring repetition from the previous day. Junior year sucks, but that's not news to anyone. It's by far the hardest year I've ever had, but that's due to my stupidity in taking AP/IB physics. I'm terrible at math, I cannot think for the life of me and there's nothing I despise more than word problems. And what do I do? Take that AP level class for the hardest subject ever. I'm a dumbass.
And it looks like I'm going to take either five IB tests next year. My senior year is going to be awful. The entire month of May - I don't know how I'll get through it. One month away from graduation and I'll have to be studying constantly for IB tests. I'm nervous already.
And I still have no volunteering hours. O r creativity hours. Or action hours. I'm so screwed. I just hate IB. And school in general. And a lot of the people with whom I associate.
I'm bitter tonight. God.
And I got my midmarks on Friday. My grades:
Spanish: B- (all due to the fact that I got a 65 for participation)
English: Unknown (my teacher has graded NOTHING yet)
Math Analysis: B+
Physics: B+
Psychology: A
US History II: A
So yeah, my grades are okay. I need to get all the Bs up to A-s at least and the As to A+'s HOPEFULLY but I don't know if I can put the extra work in to do that. But I have to. And I have to do my PSAT booklet test to prepare myself for Friday and go to my guidance counselor to figure out my class rank. I hope I'm in the top 5% this year. Last year I was number 23 and that was like. . . the top 7%. I was so close. But my weighted GPA went up last year, so my rank might've gotten better. If the people ahead of me got stupider. Which seems unlikely. But a girl can hope. And fun fact: I got a 96 on my first history DBQ this year! Which would be like a 4 (maybe even 5?!) on the AP test. I'm pretty happy.
Okay. I'm done. The end.