not too happy but not too sad!! :/
hiya ppl,its mine and sam's anniversary today 3 years...and guess what...we split up today...we no longer feel the same way. he didnt tell me he felt like that too so i told him and he sorta agreed!i cried wen he txt me to say he agreed coz we've been through alot togetha but i dont think it was coz i was sad its coz we have lost that connection and my love for him was slowly but surely fading!!3 years tho!!!woah....a bit too long!im not ready for a long distance relationship and i dont wanna regret not taking action so i did it...i put it off for ages but i finally did it!im also packing in scholl to spend more time with stuart and also because i need to b earning coz stuart needs more things now....sorry to my friends at school...i am really gona miss u loads!!!evn if u dont miss me!lol.rhi im gona especially miss u ...sorry to leave u in english on ur own!!!i feel bad hun!!!it feels like a fresh start4 me now and i feel better!!!school was getting depressing and so was my future wiv sam!in the police force u dont need any formal requirements so i dont need school!!!i just wanna get on wiv my life now and not have to worry bout things!!!i was soooo depressed wiv my life but now i think things r looking up!!i think sam and i will remain best/close friends but NOTHING else!!!!take care eveyone!!!c u around...plz keep in touch...luff u all....han xxxxx