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so i guess now is as good of a time as any to break the news.
some of you may remember my last post. the long, angsty, self-deprecating one. i've been doing pretty good since then. cut back (and i mean way back) on the drug intake. only been stoned six or seven times in two months. one weekend coke binge. couple days of OC. all in all not bad, considering where i was. now granted, i drink like a fish these days, but i'm not doing bad on that front.
i even started working out!
but the one thing i couldn't do was stop being online. i mean shit, you know me. internet addict 'til the end. and that's what this post is about.
my internet is being voluntarily shut off on friday between 10 and 2.
in reality, i can't afford it. the past few months i've been at the point where i have $20 dollars to my name for the two weeks between paychecks, and i just can't do that shit anymore. so, i'm making me a sacrifice. and honestly, i don't really see it that way. because truthfully (and sadly) this is probably going to be the best thing i've done for myself in the past five years. i'll get out more, maybe learn my way around the city i've been living in for seven months, make some new friends, who the fuck knows. and right now, i don't really even care. and yeah, the withdrawals (oh god, yeah i'm serious) are going to suck, but it'll be worth it in the end.
i know i don't talk to most of you anyway, but i thought i'd let those of you that wonder about my whereabouts know what's up.
but now. now i need to get in as much internet as humanly possible in the next 24 hours. so i guess i'll see you guys around.
some of you may remember my last post. the long, angsty, self-deprecating one. i've been doing pretty good since then. cut back (and i mean way back) on the drug intake. only been stoned six or seven times in two months. one weekend coke binge. couple days of OC. all in all not bad, considering where i was. now granted, i drink like a fish these days, but i'm not doing bad on that front.
i even started working out!
but the one thing i couldn't do was stop being online. i mean shit, you know me. internet addict 'til the end. and that's what this post is about.
my internet is being voluntarily shut off on friday between 10 and 2.
in reality, i can't afford it. the past few months i've been at the point where i have $20 dollars to my name for the two weeks between paychecks, and i just can't do that shit anymore. so, i'm making me a sacrifice. and honestly, i don't really see it that way. because truthfully (and sadly) this is probably going to be the best thing i've done for myself in the past five years. i'll get out more, maybe learn my way around the city i've been living in for seven months, make some new friends, who the fuck knows. and right now, i don't really even care. and yeah, the withdrawals (oh god, yeah i'm serious) are going to suck, but it'll be worth it in the end.
i know i don't talk to most of you anyway, but i thought i'd let those of you that wonder about my whereabouts know what's up.
but now. now i need to get in as much internet as humanly possible in the next 24 hours. so i guess i'll see you guys around.