And then there were none

May 09, 2010 20:36

In the last couple of days I have lost pretty much all of my friends. I don't have the energy to drop the lot from here, so you all can drop yourselves when you get sick of my douchebaggery, as it was so eloquently described to me earlier tonight by a now ex-friend. I like the sound of that. I'm done with nice.

I am hurt beyond words and livid beyond words and I'm bursting with pain, rage and betrayal.

One thing I never learned as a kid was to NOT share some things with others. This experience is certainly teaching me to rectify that! If I can't share who I am, then what's the point of sharing at all? Between false friends, false lovers and false parents, I don't trust anyone at all.

I finally get it. I'm on my own. I'll resolve this mess all by myself. No one is left to tell me how to resolve it- and no one is left to care.
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