Empire Records
So, my golden birthday is in two weeks.
I've been back home for 3 weeks now, except it's not quite home because I'm in Jones and not CRC. The kids, for the most part, are pretty great. Of course, there are a few true shitheads and some girls who need a good smacking, but, well, those people are everywhere.
I'm pretty busy all the time, and when I'm not doing stuff with the cherubs, I'm with Steve. I sometimes wonder what I would do without him. I don't really want to find out, because I feel life would be much worse without him.
Thinking about the future is the worst. I hate thinking about the future. I have this irrational feeling that I am going to fail completely. I won't get a job. I'll end up alone. I'll drown in debt. It's horrible.
I've been back home for 3 weeks now, except it's not quite home because I'm in Jones and not CRC. The kids, for the most part, are pretty great. Of course, there are a few true shitheads and some girls who need a good smacking, but, well, those people are everywhere.
I'm pretty busy all the time, and when I'm not doing stuff with the cherubs, I'm with Steve. I sometimes wonder what I would do without him. I don't really want to find out, because I feel life would be much worse without him.
Thinking about the future is the worst. I hate thinking about the future. I have this irrational feeling that I am going to fail completely. I won't get a job. I'll end up alone. I'll drown in debt. It's horrible.