Shut Your Fucking Face Uncle Fucker!
How often do you think about people from your past? I’m not saying who but I’ve been thinking about a certain person from my past lately. It’s one of those people that I don’t want in my life and DAMN WELL doesn’t deserve to be. Why do we do that? Can anyone answer that for me? I hate this person and yet when I hear that they have said things about me it upsets me. A part of me feels like they are in the same boat (not exactly the same boat). I don’t have feelings for this person, but because of the way guys are, I think he tries to hide the fact that he has feelings for me by saying how much he hates me. Well, he doesn’t hate me I’ve just been hearing about how crazy I am. He wasn’t having a problem with these things when we were together and he was even pissed about it (someone did something to me) but now I’m crazy because of it. I think he is just trying to start shit in my life because I don’t love him. I don’t know, why am I worried about it.
To let you in on a little secret in my life, it is for things like this as to why I’ve joined the Navy. I’m tired of the way I let people treat me. I care too much about what some people think. I mean, there are times to care and then there are times to be like, “Guess what, FUCK YOU!” I can’t wait to be able to stand up to people. Maybe I will actually have something to be proud of? I don’t know, I just want things to be different!
To let you in on a little secret in my life, it is for things like this as to why I’ve joined the Navy. I’m tired of the way I let people treat me. I care too much about what some people think. I mean, there are times to care and then there are times to be like, “Guess what, FUCK YOU!” I can’t wait to be able to stand up to people. Maybe I will actually have something to be proud of? I don’t know, I just want things to be different!