Layers : Losing it.
When do you know you're actually slipping? Sanity wise?
I mean, the insane don't know they are insane, but does a sane man know when he is losing his grip on reality? I'm afraid this is where I'm headed. The past few days have been trying on my sanity, I don't know why. Its nothing abnormal, just stress.
But, there are a bunch of outside factors this time. A lot.
Love, if you read this. Give me strength, grant me the strength that I don't have anymore. Grant me the ability to over-come the mounting flashes. Those little times when this world kind of fades, where I lose touch with reality. They are coming more and more frequently. I feel as though my mind is in a degrading orbit that is slowly being burned and destroyed by whatever I am held by.
Forgive me for what may happen, forgive me of those things I cannot forgive myself.
Above all, just remember who I am. In case I no longer can.
If you want to comment on this, just give me an e-mail. I don't feel like talking about this publicly beyond what I already have.
I mean, the insane don't know they are insane, but does a sane man know when he is losing his grip on reality? I'm afraid this is where I'm headed. The past few days have been trying on my sanity, I don't know why. Its nothing abnormal, just stress.
But, there are a bunch of outside factors this time. A lot.
Love, if you read this. Give me strength, grant me the strength that I don't have anymore. Grant me the ability to over-come the mounting flashes. Those little times when this world kind of fades, where I lose touch with reality. They are coming more and more frequently. I feel as though my mind is in a degrading orbit that is slowly being burned and destroyed by whatever I am held by.
Forgive me for what may happen, forgive me of those things I cannot forgive myself.
Above all, just remember who I am. In case I no longer can.
If you want to comment on this, just give me an e-mail. I don't feel like talking about this publicly beyond what I already have.