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I'm very happy, but at the same time not...does that make any sense to ANYONE?
My birthday is in a week and a half, next friday, my party is the day after. We're all going to play pool and I'm gonna bake cupcakes instead of a cake this year, easier to eat at a place where we're not supposed to have food. can anyone say bribe? I even invited Eric which is gonna be a little weird. He really doesn't know any of my friends well and I'm gonna be playing hostess. but I REALLY wanted him there.
The whole thing that sucks is...School starts on the 12th...MY BIRTHDAY!!! It's a friday for crying out loud who the hell starts on FRIDAY!? I've been thinking about just not going, but then I think how cool it will kinda be. we never DO anything on the first day its mostly just "getting to know you" stuff and I'll be able to tell them that it IS my birthday. Not to mention is history and ceramics so they won't be that hard.
I'm gonna be 20. why does that feel so old? I feel like i should have accomplished more then I have. I'm working at a video store for crying out loud, a job that I'm growing to dislike severely. It's not really the job itself, more like the unpredictability of it. I get scheduled till 5 and don't leave till 5:30 cause I have to wait till someone is there to do parts of it. it's just getting annoying I suppose.
My birthday is in a week and a half, next friday, my party is the day after. We're all going to play pool and I'm gonna bake cupcakes instead of a cake this year, easier to eat at a place where we're not supposed to have food. can anyone say bribe? I even invited Eric which is gonna be a little weird. He really doesn't know any of my friends well and I'm gonna be playing hostess. but I REALLY wanted him there.
The whole thing that sucks is...School starts on the 12th...MY BIRTHDAY!!! It's a friday for crying out loud who the hell starts on FRIDAY!? I've been thinking about just not going, but then I think how cool it will kinda be. we never DO anything on the first day its mostly just "getting to know you" stuff and I'll be able to tell them that it IS my birthday. Not to mention is history and ceramics so they won't be that hard.
I'm gonna be 20. why does that feel so old? I feel like i should have accomplished more then I have. I'm working at a video store for crying out loud, a job that I'm growing to dislike severely. It's not really the job itself, more like the unpredictability of it. I get scheduled till 5 and don't leave till 5:30 cause I have to wait till someone is there to do parts of it. it's just getting annoying I suppose.