hello hello hello
only 3 days left of school. i can almost taste the sweetness of summer...freedom...gaiety...abandon...mmmmmm.
there's this thick white book on my bookshelf in my room. haven't touched it since sophomore year when things were...not so hot. its called astral dynamics and its all about separating the mind from the body and out of body experiences and stuff. i think i wanna start getting into that again. i remember practicing it...being able to hover above my enteric body...passing through walls and shit. that was ill. what i really want to do is to arrange to meet someone in my dreams. i read or heard somewhere that if you and a friend--however far away-- right before sleep, call out each other's name and look around for each other, you can meet in the "dream world." i just have this sudden urge to try it. my dreams are still so fucked up--every single night--wish i could escape there for a whole day sometime...just chill in fuckedupness.
johnny johnny angry johnny this is jezebel in hell. johnny oh my johnny. i wanna kill you. i want to blow you. away. eyes burn from the smoke. where has your pleasure gone. hey pretty dont you wanna take a ride with me through my world. i gotta mind with a wicked design. i got no anger i got no stress got no worries. all i need is love
life is a silent movie sometimes..just gotta remove yourself and watch what goes on. we all have to learn to be more tolerant. there's no sense in hate and frustration. just remove yourself. it's ok boy, things will work out in the end. you're only 17--got your whole life ahead of you. hang in there, hold on and be strong. i'm here for you when things get tough...been there done that. but there's sooo much more to life than self-hate and regret.
there's this thick white book on my bookshelf in my room. haven't touched it since sophomore year when things were...not so hot. its called astral dynamics and its all about separating the mind from the body and out of body experiences and stuff. i think i wanna start getting into that again. i remember practicing it...being able to hover above my enteric body...passing through walls and shit. that was ill. what i really want to do is to arrange to meet someone in my dreams. i read or heard somewhere that if you and a friend--however far away-- right before sleep, call out each other's name and look around for each other, you can meet in the "dream world." i just have this sudden urge to try it. my dreams are still so fucked up--every single night--wish i could escape there for a whole day sometime...just chill in fuckedupness.
johnny johnny angry johnny this is jezebel in hell. johnny oh my johnny. i wanna kill you. i want to blow you. away. eyes burn from the smoke. where has your pleasure gone. hey pretty dont you wanna take a ride with me through my world. i gotta mind with a wicked design. i got no anger i got no stress got no worries. all i need is love
life is a silent movie sometimes..just gotta remove yourself and watch what goes on. we all have to learn to be more tolerant. there's no sense in hate and frustration. just remove yourself. it's ok boy, things will work out in the end. you're only 17--got your whole life ahead of you. hang in there, hold on and be strong. i'm here for you when things get tough...been there done that. but there's sooo much more to life than self-hate and regret.