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so this is it. The count down is exactly 8 days until I officially graduate. Well...I WILL have to go back for commencement in May, but for all intents and purposes I willbe graduated. My heart is a mixture of dread, happiness, and depression mixed with a pinch of fear. I keep playing that one song from Jesus Christ: Superstar in my mind. You know, the one that goes "try not to get worried try not to turn on to Problems that upset you oh!" yeah it's one of my favs.
I'm happy I'm done, but I wish I could stay. A part of me wishes that I could just keep on learning forever and never leave the safety of the college community. Well, thats that kid in me talking. Soon childhood will be put away and adulthood shall spring forth. It is indeed a wierd feeling. I hope that my fear does not take over my mind in the time of finals which is next week. I wish I could like pass without taking them. Stupid finals.
I'm happy I'm done, but I wish I could stay. A part of me wishes that I could just keep on learning forever and never leave the safety of the college community. Well, thats that kid in me talking. Soon childhood will be put away and adulthood shall spring forth. It is indeed a wierd feeling. I hope that my fear does not take over my mind in the time of finals which is next week. I wish I could like pass without taking them. Stupid finals.