Jun 19, 2009 16:24
The excitement of the upcoming Phoenix Rockfest is building up and everyone seems just as eager. Leny and I will be going down to Miri tomorrow to scope out wierd shit that Brunei would never carry! I already know a place... *rubs hands with glee*
Spent the late morning and early afternoon with the Husband, helping him out with his 'secret' project. I'm relieved to hear him say that he trusts me like he trusts himself. And for him to value my input, be open to fierce arguments but yet ultimately reach a good decision... that's something I'm glad I get to experience.
I'll have another month to go before he's gone for a three week-long holiday in the UK. Of course I worry... if I had my way, I'd prefer him not to go at all. What with Swine Flu foating about and him meeting up his ex. Yes, I can be very possessive and I've made it a point to smack him when he mentions him. I do mean well... I want him to be able to let go of the past and move on with life. Latching onto one's emotional baggage has never done any good.
The past few weeks has given me an emotional high with all its drama and now I'm feeling as if I'm hitting a major downer. All of the sudden, there's nothing to do, nothing to say... and my body simply feels like melting into the ground.
Burned out or just bored? Doesn't matter cos the seconds still tick away...