Rutgers ahoy!
well, after a fleetingly short summer, i am already back at where it seems i left just yesterday - rutgers. i am so terribly downhearted on this gloomy, rainy day, for i realize how valuable the summer could have been, and how i let another one slip through my fingers in a 3month period that felt like one seemingly short day. i wasted the bright, blue, hot sunny days away inside playing my stupid game, sleeping, and slacking off. i never had money, never got a job, and never got my car fixed. however, i did see a lot of my friends. Dot, Sara, who i am glad to say i am becoming good friends with, my adorably handsome Cuseangel, i saw my pixibee :D :D and her and me and Cathe are a total CREW and always have a girlie blast whenever we chill, Oren, who i am happy to say is attending rutgers with me now (after 4 years since our last school year together, fate has it that we go to school again! :D), Brian, Wayne, who i am sorry to say i actually liked back in july, *shudders at the thought of his ugly, hideous self* and who hasnt called me back in weeks because i called him a disgusting fucking pig in front of a ton of people after i watched him sexually harass and almost assault a group of girls, that worthless sack of ugly shit,..... wow ok long sentence! I saw Cat a few times, i went to disney world a few months ago and had the best time OF MY LIFE!!!!!, i smoked way too much and seriously need to stop that this year, i drank a bit, unfortunately that jerk Timmy was gone for the last month of summer and never returned my calls so FUH on him, i chilled with Melanie and Karis alot, both who are TOTALLY cool chicas and nice ppl, JD who unfortunately had to move back to Maine but i partied hard with him while he was here, i even saw Jay from way back when and it was totally fun to see him, i still havent seen Heather Horner who's ass is still in North Carolina, that HOE, i saw Gary once or twice and blazed with him, my little hunnie bunnie ^_^, I saw dustin once or twice, blah blah blah. all in all, all i did all summer was blaze, drink, hang with friends, sleep the day away and party til the sun came up, and chill.
my summer was actually quite awesome now that i think about it. even though i didnt have a car or cash the entire time, i had my friends and that was damn good enuff for me. sadly now everyone is going their separate ways. Karis off to Mich for college, Cuse to the city for work, Mel off to college, Dot off to Buffalo for Job Corp, JD off to Maine, Heather STILL in NC, me here... ah well, life goes on.
well i gotta get going, i still gotta do some more school stuff on the net, go home, shower, set up the internet, eat dinner, and meet up with drew, duffy and crew for some chillen tonight. poor Terri is sick, i hope he can still chill.
shout outs to: ALL PEEPS MENTIONED ABOVE!! I LOVE AND MISS YOU, THANKS FOR SHOWING ME HOW TO REALLY PARTY THIS SUMMER!! *hands out coupons for free hugs to everyone*
esp. Cuseangel - through thick and thin, even when i was out galavanting with that hideous slug of a human being Wayne, who i now see through his 'Mr. cool rockstar' exterior, you stuck with me and loved me for who i was. i cannot thank you enough for seeing me through all we've been through, even though i know i didnt deserve a moment of your beautiful presence. i know this separation sucks, but it will be good for us, and i will still see you on weekends, and i can come home on fridays and stay til monday aftn. :D i love you so much babe!!!!! *hugs and kisses*
goodbye all, and wish me luck this dreadfully long school year. *groan*
my summer was actually quite awesome now that i think about it. even though i didnt have a car or cash the entire time, i had my friends and that was damn good enuff for me. sadly now everyone is going their separate ways. Karis off to Mich for college, Cuse to the city for work, Mel off to college, Dot off to Buffalo for Job Corp, JD off to Maine, Heather STILL in NC, me here... ah well, life goes on.
well i gotta get going, i still gotta do some more school stuff on the net, go home, shower, set up the internet, eat dinner, and meet up with drew, duffy and crew for some chillen tonight. poor Terri is sick, i hope he can still chill.
shout outs to: ALL PEEPS MENTIONED ABOVE!! I LOVE AND MISS YOU, THANKS FOR SHOWING ME HOW TO REALLY PARTY THIS SUMMER!! *hands out coupons for free hugs to everyone*
esp. Cuseangel - through thick and thin, even when i was out galavanting with that hideous slug of a human being Wayne, who i now see through his 'Mr. cool rockstar' exterior, you stuck with me and loved me for who i was. i cannot thank you enough for seeing me through all we've been through, even though i know i didnt deserve a moment of your beautiful presence. i know this separation sucks, but it will be good for us, and i will still see you on weekends, and i can come home on fridays and stay til monday aftn. :D i love you so much babe!!!!! *hugs and kisses*
goodbye all, and wish me luck this dreadfully long school year. *groan*