Dear Internet
You've pretty much ruined everything.
I miss days before E-balls, internet communities, cheapened art and (hypocritical moment!) pointless blogging.
I quite vividly remember just why I fall off the face of the internet from time to time. I may personally be in a positive swing right now, but they don't last.
Maybe it's the BC talking. Not sure.
But I think I'll be taking my Hot Flashes and going to bed now. I need some good sleep. I need to stop feeling so crappy.
P.S. Please don't let me forget that what I do is a means of expression before it is a business and make me stop whoring myself out so cheaply. It's killing my self esteem. Like lobsters in a pot, I HEAR IT SCREAMING.
I miss days before E-balls, internet communities, cheapened art and (hypocritical moment!) pointless blogging.
I quite vividly remember just why I fall off the face of the internet from time to time. I may personally be in a positive swing right now, but they don't last.
Maybe it's the BC talking. Not sure.
But I think I'll be taking my Hot Flashes and going to bed now. I need some good sleep. I need to stop feeling so crappy.
P.S. Please don't let me forget that what I do is a means of expression before it is a business and make me stop whoring myself out so cheaply. It's killing my self esteem. Like lobsters in a pot, I HEAR IT SCREAMING.