May 28, 2009 18:08
But I have no outlet for it!
I used to write a lot of....craptacular music in high school. Don't get me wrong, it was lots of fun, but I...suck at it. But, laying on the couch half dozing off, I felt the spark again. No...feeling the spark isn't the right way to put it.
I could hear the music. I can hear this music in perfect clarity, mind you. Like a movie soundtrack, every individual note and sound is deliciously pronounced in my mind. I don't know where it comes from, and I have no idea how to get it out. If they had a way to spit out brain wavelengths, I'd be some kind of famous composer, I swear.
And so this has me itching to create again, even though I suck...hardcore. Even worse, I sold my keyboard several years ago, not that I'd have much room to put the thing... I'd find a place.
Maybe someday.
Anyone else hear these things in their head like this? No idea where they came from, just..beautiful melodies?