A weekend and a half
Ok, so yes, I haven't been keeping up my journal. Sue me.
This weekend has been an interesting one. Actually the last two weeks have. I am slowly learning what I am willing to put up with for the sake of my sanity and what I am not. I'm not gonna go into any details, simply because that would be counter productive to where I am trying to get with my life.
I would like to point something out here. For those of you that I consider to be my friends, know that I love you to death and would burn this world to ash for all of you (even the ones I don't get to talk to that often {cough BJ, Kern, Kovu, Ari, and many others cough}). I actually cherish every thing about each and every one of you and when you guys are upset or are hurt by something, I have a tendency to sit and worry about it. Will even reach out to try and help the situation, because that's what true friends do. I will go to bat for you if I think you are in the right, and if it's a simple misunderstanding between any of you, I will listen closely to both sides and try and help everyone come to a resolution so that we can get over the problem and try to get everyone back to a happier frame of mind.
With that said. Everyone. Please keep in mind that the written and spoken word is not something that can be taken back once it's been written or spoken. When done right, or even unintentionally, it can cut like a knife. And some times the damage it does can be unrepairable. If you truly value your friends, please keep in mind that they have feelings and some words will hurt those feelings. There was a situation this weekend that I really wished had not happened and probably took 20 years off my life, and in truth if all parties involved would have stopped and looked at the situation from the other person's point of view for just a second it would have never turned into a situation. I take pride in the fact that this particular problem came to a reasonable end and everyone is a lot less hurt now than they were when it first started. I know that there is still some unfinished business in regards to what happened, but I have faith that this will work itself out just fine. That shows me that you guys are exactly who you all claim to be and you do appreciate one another. This is what makes me love all of you so much.
So that's all I really had to say today. I hope all of you are safe and are having a great weekend. I myself will be at work right here at my computer all day. Although it says I am away on AIM and Yahoo, I am here and if you want to message me, feel free. Just understand that it may take me a while to respond.
PS. For those of you traveling later this afternoon ( and you know who you are), please drive carefully when trying to get home tonight. I know death is inevitable, but it doesn't mean I want to lose any of you so soon.
This weekend has been an interesting one. Actually the last two weeks have. I am slowly learning what I am willing to put up with for the sake of my sanity and what I am not. I'm not gonna go into any details, simply because that would be counter productive to where I am trying to get with my life.
I would like to point something out here. For those of you that I consider to be my friends, know that I love you to death and would burn this world to ash for all of you (even the ones I don't get to talk to that often {cough BJ, Kern, Kovu, Ari, and many others cough}). I actually cherish every thing about each and every one of you and when you guys are upset or are hurt by something, I have a tendency to sit and worry about it. Will even reach out to try and help the situation, because that's what true friends do. I will go to bat for you if I think you are in the right, and if it's a simple misunderstanding between any of you, I will listen closely to both sides and try and help everyone come to a resolution so that we can get over the problem and try to get everyone back to a happier frame of mind.
With that said. Everyone. Please keep in mind that the written and spoken word is not something that can be taken back once it's been written or spoken. When done right, or even unintentionally, it can cut like a knife. And some times the damage it does can be unrepairable. If you truly value your friends, please keep in mind that they have feelings and some words will hurt those feelings. There was a situation this weekend that I really wished had not happened and probably took 20 years off my life, and in truth if all parties involved would have stopped and looked at the situation from the other person's point of view for just a second it would have never turned into a situation. I take pride in the fact that this particular problem came to a reasonable end and everyone is a lot less hurt now than they were when it first started. I know that there is still some unfinished business in regards to what happened, but I have faith that this will work itself out just fine. That shows me that you guys are exactly who you all claim to be and you do appreciate one another. This is what makes me love all of you so much.
So that's all I really had to say today. I hope all of you are safe and are having a great weekend. I myself will be at work right here at my computer all day. Although it says I am away on AIM and Yahoo, I am here and if you want to message me, feel free. Just understand that it may take me a while to respond.
PS. For those of you traveling later this afternoon ( and you know who you are), please drive carefully when trying to get home tonight. I know death is inevitable, but it doesn't mean I want to lose any of you so soon.