Sep 18, 2004 20:43
maybe i should put some kind of actual substance in this.
well share it at least.
currently i sit here, in my house at york. is fantastic, except i have no money and dont start work just yet. ah well.
pete get's back to york tomorrow, so there will be much anime viewing, getting stoned and going out clubbing. seeing as hes recently single, we'll both be keeping anye out for interesting girls. which is a new thing entirely for me, i have never tried chatting a girl up in a club or anything. really.
new term's comin, and am finally ready to put some things to rest and move on. am sticking to what i said before about not letting anyone walk on me.
on the one hand i miss having someone to cuddle, i miss the affection more than i miss the sexual side. on the other, i dont really need the headfucks assosciated with an intense relationship, and seeing as ive never reallyhad one that wasnt that is a whole load of other potential problems.
so, do i remain single for longer, avoiding interesting girls.
or do i take a chance and see what i am capable of.
methinks will go with the flow andlet how i feel in the moment dictate.
comments?