random deep thoughts of mine.
this post is pretty pointless.
and i just think way too much.
and rant..
i've been thinking about how much things change.
how much people change.
and how much relationships with people change.
it sucks.
it's pretty sad..
i wish i could go back to this time last year.
i think almost everything was perfect then.
i was pretty happy.
not saying that i'm not happy now,
it's just different.
i miss how things were.
i miss how all the people were.
it's weird how you don't notice how things change
until way after they've changed.
and you don't notice it until you look back and think about it.
there's so many people that i was friends with this time last year,
that i don't talk to now.
and that i miss quite alot.
more than i'd probably admit.
and it's not that we hate each other now,
but just that we've drifted.
we changed.
but there's also the people i'm closer to now,
that i wasn't close to then.
so you can't really decide.
is change good or bad?
and it's indefinite, too.
you can't exactly say
"oh, things changed on that day"
no. it happens over time...
ok so this was obnoxiously long.
i'm done.
and i just think way too much.
and rant..
i've been thinking about how much things change.
how much people change.
and how much relationships with people change.
it sucks.
it's pretty sad..
i wish i could go back to this time last year.
i think almost everything was perfect then.
i was pretty happy.
not saying that i'm not happy now,
it's just different.
i miss how things were.
i miss how all the people were.
it's weird how you don't notice how things change
until way after they've changed.
and you don't notice it until you look back and think about it.
there's so many people that i was friends with this time last year,
that i don't talk to now.
and that i miss quite alot.
more than i'd probably admit.
and it's not that we hate each other now,
but just that we've drifted.
we changed.
but there's also the people i'm closer to now,
that i wasn't close to then.
so you can't really decide.
is change good or bad?
and it's indefinite, too.
you can't exactly say
"oh, things changed on that day"
no. it happens over time...
ok so this was obnoxiously long.
i'm done.