Whatever
So I don't know. Went and look at apartments today...found one we're going to try for. It's a 1 bedroom 1 bath about 650 sq feet $625 a month, not bad considering where we live. We can get the 1st month free plus pay only a $15 security deposit as long as we do it within the next month. It's nice and quiet and more space then we're definitely used to. The ferret's costing us an arm and a leg, we might be able to get the pet deposit down since all he does is camp out in the cage when he's not pissing on my comforter (yes Moni I almost killed it), but more than likely it'll cost us $400, $200 refundable. He's lucky he's cute. It's also $18 pet rent, not bad since the others were like $50. So I guess that's what we're going to do. I was perfectly happy with the one that was $100 cheaper (albeit quite a bit smaller, imagine my former studio with another door) but it wasn't big enough for S. Never mind that it'd be cheaper in the long run. Whatever, he's paying for most of it so I guess he can have the final say. Although it's his credit that might fuck us over, not that it was really his fault. He didn't want to be late on his bills but when you have no money, are in school, and eating Ramen only when it's on sale things tend to slip.
Need another job. Want to stay where I am but I want another one just for some more money because I get paid okay it's just if there's not enough massages than I'm fucked. Like on Monday there's only one. I liked being so busy I thought I'd die, so did my bank account. *sigh* once state boards is back from their Holiday Hiatus on the 14th (how would that job be? Sit around, think of ways to fuck up student's lives, take 4 week vacations while students spiral further into debt) hopefully they'll have the damn exams so I can get that license and get a job doing esthetics somewhere like 2 or 3 days a week for some extra $$.
I think it's just cause I'm stressed out or something but I'm just really irritable even with S. He looks at me tonight and says "I think I'm going to do you," and call me silly that just really didn't turn me on. Stupid boys. It really kinda pissed me off. And I'm sure he doesn't want this on the net and at the moment I really don't care because, as if in retaliation, when I tried to have a little fun he goes "Not right now, but I love you a lot." Because that makes it all better. Whatever...
Need another job. Want to stay where I am but I want another one just for some more money because I get paid okay it's just if there's not enough massages than I'm fucked. Like on Monday there's only one. I liked being so busy I thought I'd die, so did my bank account. *sigh* once state boards is back from their Holiday Hiatus on the 14th (how would that job be? Sit around, think of ways to fuck up student's lives, take 4 week vacations while students spiral further into debt) hopefully they'll have the damn exams so I can get that license and get a job doing esthetics somewhere like 2 or 3 days a week for some extra $$.
I think it's just cause I'm stressed out or something but I'm just really irritable even with S. He looks at me tonight and says "I think I'm going to do you," and call me silly that just really didn't turn me on. Stupid boys. It really kinda pissed me off. And I'm sure he doesn't want this on the net and at the moment I really don't care because, as if in retaliation, when I tried to have a little fun he goes "Not right now, but I love you a lot." Because that makes it all better. Whatever...