Apr 26, 2004 23:18
I hate Hospitals.
Melody of the Moment: none
Emotion of the Moment: worried
Today sucked. School sucked. Geometry, quiz. Enlgish, study period hung out with Kim and Kimm. Spanish, review game. Art, worked on my illuminated rose. History, took notes. Lunch, looked as pictures from Sarah's party. Creative Writing, discussed the weekend and workshopped. Gym, stud period, hung out with Kim and Will. Biology, study period. Talked to Kel and Joanna the whole time. Looked at Kel's photo album again. After school, did nothing. Later found out that my dad has been in the hospital since 9:30 this morning, and Mountainside Hospital didn't call my mom to inform her of this. Evidently, we went to the hospital. Before we left, I did a quick healing ritual to the angel Shekinah, and to the Goddess Brigid. SO it made me feel better. I also made a healing necklace, which I ended up NOT giving to my dad. Anyway, I hate hospitals. My brother and I find the room, and see our dad laying down with those hoses in his noes. The annoying heart monitor beeps in the background, while were trying to make conversation. I can't stnad the site of the IV bags going into my dad's arms. I just wanted to go home. After a while, I could feel the slight pinching of the IV bags in my veins. Chills kept going up my spine. The Goddamn heart monitor was beeping. It turns out, according to the doctor, that my dad possibly had a heart stunt, which is basically a slowing of the heart. He's staying in the hospital over night. I'm really worried. But, I felt slightly better after Kel called, unknowningly. Thnak God for small favors.
This is my life, save me from it.
Merry meet, merry part, merry meet until we meet again.
I'm gonig to fly away now... })i({
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* Adam *