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Christmas Day- Dido
A young gentleman came riding past
On a snow blue winter’s day
He asked to drink, by our fire,
And I was pleased to let him stay
He drank there quietly for a while,
Then he turned and said to me
Your eyes are green, like summer grass,
Your lips are red like a fresh cut rose,
Your hair is soft like an irish stream
And your voice is filled with sweet beauty
And the last words I heard him say
Were I shall return, for you, my love, on christmas day
The night will come but I won’t sleep,
As I watch the stars that lead him,
I cannot place where his is,
But still my heart goes with him,
I’m savin all my sunday clothes
For the day the day that I’ll be leavin
Father knows, my sister knows,
And my friends, they’re happy for me
And the priest he says, you should thank god,
For the blessing of such beauty,
And the last words I heard him say
Were I shall return for you, my love, on christmas day
I shall return for you, my love, on christmas day.
And the last words I heard him say
Were the last words I ever heard him say
I shall return for you, my love, on christmas day
I swear, I will return on christmas day,
And yes, I shall return on christmas day
I shall return, for you, on christmas day,
My love I will return on christmas day,
I shall return, my love on christmas day
On christmas day...
i love that song but it still doesn't help... seriously... i feel like such a scrooge today. I mean, i have absolutly no christmas spirit once so ever this year. i don't know whats wrong with me. I mean even when we were shopping, i was still not all "yay its almost christmas". Today i was forced to listen to christmas music starting when i got up and up until now, i had to go through all the drama and hell of hanging lights.... and i had to go to the xmas open house at the joel lane house. And even after all of that, the only feeling i have right now is... god this is so annoying, i wish everyone would stop trying to spread their jolly good cheer to me, cause its making me sick. And right now, i am looking out my window, and i'm absolutly disgusted with the moving lighted deer things that my mom just had to buy... they #1 are creepy, and #2 are annoying because everyone has them. ::sigh:: but she's all excited about them, and i'm not about to just go and kill all her happy go lucky joy. I just don't know what is wrong with me.... i even watched a christmas movie today, santa clause, and still i am not in the mood... it only irritated me to watch it. i feel like there is something ominous hanging over my head, and it just won't leave me alone! And now i've got like 70000000 xmas carols stuck in my head, playing at the same time and its driving me crazy.
today wasn't so bad, working i mean... i got to weave for about 3 hours straight, which was really peaceful for a while, although it made me sit up w/ overly great posture, so now my back is aching. I got to watch this adorable little kid named ian, who "sword fought" with me... he was so cute... "i'm the guard, i'm the guard, and u are the bad guy.... the bad guy... witch... the bad witch.... no no no.. now i'm the bad witch and i'm putting a spell on you... no u can't run away cause u are the guard!!!!" he was so cute to play with.... lol. I also got to see the langdons and their new baby.. and alot of my CF family was there too... which was nice... cause i don't get to see them often. Oh and i saw daniel, which was surprising because i haven't seen him in years! but yeah, weaving was fun, and it was great talking to the lady who owned the loom, talking about weaving and spinning, and yeah.... so what, i'm a history geek, i love that kinda stuff. and i didn't have to deal w/ sharon 1 time today, so that was even better! of course, the downsides were that i didnt' get to talk to steph at all, and that nobody came to visit me :-( lol but w/e, i didn't expect anyone i knew to come.
so now i'm gonna go away and try and get this hellish music out of my head... rammstein will definatly cure it.... must listen to rammstein!
oh and i think i'm gonna post my journal in friend only mode from now on, after this one... i was thinking about getting a new name, but that would take way way too much time... cause then i'd have to think up a new suitable name, which im just not up to doing... so yeah... friends only mode soon