Unsteady State Thought Transfer

Jan 03, 2010 22:24

Unsteady state - A system that is in a transient state at the time of a measurement

Ok this will be short.

I just had a dream, and as usual, a weird one. But this time one part of it is morbid.

Dahil gumising nako kanina pa, hindi ko na mabuo yung kwento. Yung parte na lang na naalala ko, dalawa lang yun.

The first one is kinda morbid. I just remember someone torturing me (but of course, it's MY dream so I can't feel any pressure right now hahaha!!) for something I can't remember now. What I remember was that I could see myself naked, and lying on my stomach. The torturer then inserts some drill thing in my butt cheek and proceeds to liquefy the bones in that area. So essentially, after that, I can't use my lower limbs anymore, but the weird this is that I don't feel the anger I would usually feel, but instead, sadness and a HELL lot of frustration. Seemed like I was a DANCER in my dreams =)) =)). Tingnan nyo sa panaginip na lang talaga. But really, it's kindof frustrating to just have your dream being robbed like that,,, or something,,,

So then the second one is equally weird. My mother is apparently some weird giant double my weight, width and height haha!!! We were in eng'd and we wanted to eat (YUH!!!) so we went down. Then there is this lingering feeling of isolation, somehow I don't know my mother. The appearance is unfamiliar, I thought maybe because of her usually working and not meeting her. Then when we went down, we sat at one of the chairs in what is supposedly that domicile of Aggre. Kakaiba kasi sa halip na tambayan ng aces at aggre, mga upuan na parang pang caf yung andun. Tas sabi ko ke mommy, "Mi tambayan to ng aggre, dun pa yung caf!". Tas sabi nya "Meron namang tambayan nak sa second floor eh". Or something like that. Then while walking our way to the caf, she transformed into the TRUE look of my mother. And then I reminisced that she would usually transform like that, which explains my unfamiliarity with the other appearance. Well not that it made any sense at all, but well, it actually didn't lolz!!

So that's it I guess, back to my last day of vacation.

Happy new year everyone!!! :D

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