Feels a bit depressed...and un-creative DX

[phoenix_filth]

Today on of my best friend has taken her degree ("laurea" in italy) and ,maybe for this,I don't feel good.I feel frustated and a bit envious.I'm so useless...I think I'm going to lose my "creative genious".I need to try some new ways!DX

I'd like to buy a toy camera,a Holga 120CFN...and some new gothloli clothes (I really need a white cutsew).I need something to cheer me up.