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Is it crazy that I've never really thought about a dream wedding almost every girl I've met have been thinking about it since they were five. Does that make me insanely weird that I don't. I've always felt that I wouldn't ever get married, I'm just a difficult person to get to know. I hide a lot of feelings inside and guys get frustrated because I'm that way. People can't tell whether or not I like something cause I go with the flow. I'll say: I don't care, whatever, sure. But it's really cause it's hard for me to make decisions. I'm really picky about a lot of things. And I have high expectations of people and really disappointed a lot of the times. What's the point in those things anyways. Spend loads of money for just one day, spend 400 dollars on a dress you're going to only wear once. I don't see the point in them so why would I think about it. A wedding isn't going to make me happy. All the money can go to something else like a house for one, something practical. Some will say it's a memory you'll remember for the rest of your life. But I'm sure lots of memories with the person I love will make up for that one day. I just don't see the point in thinking about the perfect wedding dress, the colors of the bridemaids dress, cake, food, the perfect place. I just don't. But that's just me.