Wat's wrong with me?
OMG! I can't believe that I fell for that stupid line that the really close homie that I've know for the past three and a half going on four years has fed me a stupid azz line that he uses on the females that he gets with! How could I've so dumb and blind to not have realized that when it happened at that exact moment! I'm so disgusted with myself for have letting that happen, but now I can only regret what I let happen, leave it in the past, and get on with my life. Even though I'm mad at myself and at him for letting what happened between us happen, I also forgive him and myself for even making that mistake because we're only human and sometimes don't have any control over ourselves, especially when either under the influence of alcohol or weed. OMG! My dad and grandmother are both saying that I'm sick with the cold virus or something even worse, just because of the fact that I have a sore and irritated throat that has been with me since late Monday night/early Tuesday morning. I know for a fact that if I was sick, I'd be feeling really grimy and not wanting to move, let alone go anywhere and hang out with my friends, and I'd be complaining of the simple fact that my whole body would be feeling and probably would be weak. Oh, how I can so fucking hate my parents and family members at times! Oh, they get on my nerves so fucking bad, each and every time that they say just another word to me, I just feel like bashing their heads in with either a baseball bat or a fucking sledgehammer.