depressing rant
So, what's with today?
God only knows really anymore. I just sort of feel lost within myself. I've been having these real emotional highs, then crashing. And getting angry at the drop of a hat. It really sucks ass. I really don't want to go and see a shrink again, but sometimes I just feel that I need to know what was going on inside of my mind.
I' m really getting sick of people. It's just like, I don't want to hear problems anymore. I don't want to *Deal* with anything from anyone. Sometimes I can't even trust myself to live up to commitments that I have to follow. I really hope this feeling passes. I've been sleeping way too much lately, I know I'm getting depressed but the thing is, why?
Everything is wonderful. I just don't understand.
God only knows really anymore. I just sort of feel lost within myself. I've been having these real emotional highs, then crashing. And getting angry at the drop of a hat. It really sucks ass. I really don't want to go and see a shrink again, but sometimes I just feel that I need to know what was going on inside of my mind.
I' m really getting sick of people. It's just like, I don't want to hear problems anymore. I don't want to *Deal* with anything from anyone. Sometimes I can't even trust myself to live up to commitments that I have to follow. I really hope this feeling passes. I've been sleeping way too much lately, I know I'm getting depressed but the thing is, why?
Everything is wonderful. I just don't understand.