Apparantly...
Apparanlty I'm "So self absorbed" that the people I love the most in the world need to "wash their hands clean of me".
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I knew I would suffer for my past mistakes one day. But to have built a friendship that is suddenly torn out from under me because of them...
If nothing else would have made me happy, that friendship would have.
In honesty, I feel robbed of the chance of that happieness. I was told to keep trying and it was the wrong thing to do.
...Still, I remember there are no perfect people. Only perfect intentions.
Even if the intentions of others ARE flawed, it should have no bearing on how I try and live.
I missed a chance at happieness. May God Grant that I can make up for it in this life.
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I knew I would suffer for my past mistakes one day. But to have built a friendship that is suddenly torn out from under me because of them...
If nothing else would have made me happy, that friendship would have.
In honesty, I feel robbed of the chance of that happieness. I was told to keep trying and it was the wrong thing to do.
...Still, I remember there are no perfect people. Only perfect intentions.
Even if the intentions of others ARE flawed, it should have no bearing on how I try and live.
I missed a chance at happieness. May God Grant that I can make up for it in this life.