good GOD!
so michelle is all jazzed about going downtown for halloween, i'm not. reasons why!
1. i didn't get to be anything fun (i wanted to be a zombie hunter i was going to carry around a zombie hand dress in jeans, boots, black muscle shirt and tie a camo jacket around my waste and put some red eyeliner i have on my face like i've been in a fight...i'm poor you do what you can when you're poor) but instead i've got a maskerade mask and i'll just wear my corset and black slacks b/c fuck if i'll wear a skirt/dress downtown on halloween! and why couldn't i be something (cheap/fun) b/c michelle won't let me she threw a miniture tantrum at me and gave me the "i'm so mad at you" expression the entire time i tried to come up with ideas in the costume store that would break the bank.
2. i have to drive to where ever we're meeting, that gas i have to use that could get me to school that i don't have to fill up sooner then i should
3. when i do get (most likly to wheeler's friends place) i'll end up driving b/c i'll be the one not drinking and it just makes more since to do it that way i mean i have to drive back home and i'll just be dropping them off so more gas gone bye bye
4. while every one elce is getting drunk i'll be sitting on the side lines spending money on water (THAT SHOULD BE FREE!) they don't do anything other then go to bars and drink it takes alot of liquor for them to do something some what fun like dancing and that's at the end of the night when they're to drunk to realize they were. not saying they're not fun but i get bored just sitting around in a loud bar that i can't even talk to people.
i tried to bring up these issues i have to michelle but she just told me to figure it out and she blew me off. i'm sorry but i'm POOR! i don't have the means to do shit like this nor do i feel like spending time with people who minipulate me to do things just to please them i'm fucking tired of doing that!
1. i didn't get to be anything fun (i wanted to be a zombie hunter i was going to carry around a zombie hand dress in jeans, boots, black muscle shirt and tie a camo jacket around my waste and put some red eyeliner i have on my face like i've been in a fight...i'm poor you do what you can when you're poor) but instead i've got a maskerade mask and i'll just wear my corset and black slacks b/c fuck if i'll wear a skirt/dress downtown on halloween! and why couldn't i be something (cheap/fun) b/c michelle won't let me she threw a miniture tantrum at me and gave me the "i'm so mad at you" expression the entire time i tried to come up with ideas in the costume store that would break the bank.
2. i have to drive to where ever we're meeting, that gas i have to use that could get me to school that i don't have to fill up sooner then i should
3. when i do get (most likly to wheeler's friends place) i'll end up driving b/c i'll be the one not drinking and it just makes more since to do it that way i mean i have to drive back home and i'll just be dropping them off so more gas gone bye bye
4. while every one elce is getting drunk i'll be sitting on the side lines spending money on water (THAT SHOULD BE FREE!) they don't do anything other then go to bars and drink it takes alot of liquor for them to do something some what fun like dancing and that's at the end of the night when they're to drunk to realize they were. not saying they're not fun but i get bored just sitting around in a loud bar that i can't even talk to people.
i tried to bring up these issues i have to michelle but she just told me to figure it out and she blew me off. i'm sorry but i'm POOR! i don't have the means to do shit like this nor do i feel like spending time with people who minipulate me to do things just to please them i'm fucking tired of doing that!