Jul 22, 2007 22:27
okay so next summer my family is thinking of going to spain to visit. sounds cool right yeah ...no, problem. first off i really want to go to spain, i miss it and i miss my family and i've not been there in many years. my entire family goes to our village during aug. 15th to go to the local festivlas. so i will be able to see all my family at once and have a grand ol' time being around them. this is also the time where everyone is not working so i won't be driving around spain spending a few days with them having them feel guilty not being able to spend time with me b/c they are at work.
well here's the problem wheeler's mom has asked me to go with them to his grandmother's birthday up state around aug 10th and they'll be there for a week.
so do you see what the problem is? if i don't go to spain and see my family my mother will think that wheeler's family has higher standing in my life then my own family. if i don't go to wheeler's family event not only will i not see him till late in the fall but i'll be missing an opertunity to meet pritty much his entire family.
as much as it sucks to say so but i hope my family decides not to go to spain next year. hell i don't even know if my parents will let me go with wheeler's family. Sue (wheeler's mom) wants me to start talking to my parents now about me going with them but now with this extra factor of spain in the picture i don't think it's a very good idea.
all this is dueing is causing more stress in my fucking life! why can't shit ever go right!! i'm always being pulled around then kicked back. i really really just need to cry