May 26, 2007 04:17
OMG, there's this bitch on YouTube that won't shut the fuck up up. She thinks she's all that and then some just bcuz she lyks 2 tiipe lyke dis and bash people's work. We had a huge flanme war going on and I finally got so tired of it, I blocked. I am in too bad of a mood to argue with that immature little bitch. *hoses self off* I'm better now.
Okay, the real reason I'm posting right now is because I've been having some weird dreams I have to get out.
Last night, I dreamt that I was an only child and I was also a lot younger, maybe around 14 or 15, and my parents died. Since I had no other family, I immansipated (sp?) myself. But I was living on the streets. Then one day, I met Michelle Rodriguez. I was awestruck. Finally, something was good was happening. I was meeting my idol, if only for a minute. So I approach her and strike up a conversation, just the usual, "Hi, I'm a huge fan. Yadda, yadda." Then she asked me if why I wasn't in school, then I told her that I can't afford to go to school because my life sucks. I told her everything and it felt so good to finally talk to someone. Then she just looked at me like WTF? I think I scared her. But then she smiled at me and invited me to come with her. She brought me back to her house, where she and her husband (non-existant, fyi) had three adopted kids. I think Michelle's brother (also non-existant) died and she took on his kids. Then Michelle started cooking dinner and I saw a side of her I have never seen on the screen before. She has this image of such a badass, but as I was hanging out with her family, she was a normal mom. Then she and Mr. Rodriguez offered to adopt me. I was so happy. I, of course, jumped at the oppurtunity. I don't remember much after that. Just exploring the house and meeting my new brothers and sisters.
Then last night, I dreamt that the cicades came and there was just a solid sheet of bugs on the house. So we didn't go outside at all. We stayed inside. We didn't even go outside to get the mail. But we were running out of food, so I volunteered to go to the corner store and grab some groceries. But when I stepped outside, the cicades just swarmed on me and were biting my arms and face. I tried to fight them off, but then they just bit harder.
rants,
dreams