Oct 18, 2004 16:14
I guess the last entry deserves a little more explantion. Here we go:
I told Dan how I was pissed cause Tom said something about gay people and was just a wicked ass about it, all because this kid was wearing a pink shirt. Sure it wasn't a huge deal, but I was in a bad mood at the time so it really got to me. Then the next day he comes up to me and apologizes. How does he know? Go figure, Meagan told him. How did Meagan know? Dan told her. All of this REALLY pissed me the fuck off. First of all, I don't see where Meagan feels the need or right to tell Tom about it, especially when I didn't even tell her in the first place, so of course that really pissed me off. I was also pissed at Dan for telling her in the first place. Why he felt the need to tell her? I don't fuckin know, at this point I just don't care anymore. I don't see why people feel the need to spread around the things I say that piss me off. If I wanted other people to know, I'd tell them, otherwise keep it to your fucking self. So much for trust.
The Ms. Borges thing was a bit less extreme, but still upset me a bit. You see, I don't like any of my classes..as far as people go. History I sit right next to Rachel, English there is just no one, and Spanish is the same. Math seemed like it was gonna suck when I switched, but I got put right next to Kyle Dionne. No I never talked to him before that really, but we did talk and it was great.. I actually had a class I could look forward to cause there was someone I considered a friend in it, and not only that, they sat right next to me. Of course, being as happy as I was, it had to change. Ms. Borges gave assigned seats and now we are across the room from eachother. Fucking sucks. That class is just as shit as any other class now...So much for motivation and happiness and having friends to talk to in class.
Fuck.
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