"A girl can only be let down so many times before she runs."
I think I've been let down enough. He's gone back on everything he's ever said to me. And yet I still can't run from him. I can't hate him. I want to, but I just love him too much. How does that work? This love shit is ridiculous. How can I be in love with a person who makes me cry and breakdown. Maybe it's the fact that for every bad thing he's done to me, there are at least three good things. When we're good, we're great! But when it's bad, it's almost unbearable. And I hate it. I hate that I love him. I hate that I can't let go. But most of all, I hate that he knows all of this.