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why do i always have the feeling that im the third wheel in EVERYTHING? in everything i can think of, theres always somone else better who could be in that position.also, i always feel like there is somthing , i cant put my finger on just what, but it feels like there is somthing that is going on that i should know about but i dont.someone(name removed at owners request) is making me play a guessing game on who he likes, and i know exactly who it is but im gonna play dumb for now.and the winner is, i was right. the one person i suspected for a looong time, and she didnt believe my suspicions, but i was right. anyways, i get to see cathy tomorrow, and i dont know why, but i feel like hugging her for a long time cause i feel like ive been an asshole lately, and its cause i think to much.so in a way, i do know.anyways,summer is pretty boring, i have nothing to do.but i get to see cathy tomorrow, so im happy. i wish she could come over here though.oh well