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I struggled quite a bit on how to put this, as text seems cold and unemotional. I guess I myself feel cold and unemotional, because I can't believe that it happened at all, much less this fast. Thank both of you guys so, so much for offering to drop me off even though we haven't known each other very long, it means a lot.
But I will not need to be dropped off because I am not going to Chicago this week after all. The reason is that my mom died tonight. It's weird to think of someone having cancer going suddenly, but she did. She was stable for a few months, and rapidly deteriorated the last few days, especially today.
There should be pie still if anyone wants it (I know that's not why you guys volunteered, and I know you guys wouldn't want me to put myself out, but I have a lot of blueberries, a lot of time on my hands, and baking keeps my mind off things).
But I will not need to be dropped off because I am not going to Chicago this week after all. The reason is that my mom died tonight. It's weird to think of someone having cancer going suddenly, but she did. She was stable for a few months, and rapidly deteriorated the last few days, especially today.
There should be pie still if anyone wants it (I know that's not why you guys volunteered, and I know you guys wouldn't want me to put myself out, but I have a lot of blueberries, a lot of time on my hands, and baking keeps my mind off things).