May 11, 2010 14:20
My life now seems like i'm going back to the past. But i know i can say it's better this time around. I know what my limits are and that i just can't let my feelings control me. Bryan & I aren't together again. We've broken up twice already, by now, you'd think he'd be out of my life already. Or something like that. But we still remain to be friends.
I'm learning to live on my own again. Being independent. just enjoying everything that i have. Everything that comes my way I should learn to just deal with in the best way possible. I can't complain about every little thing that i don't like in my life. There's too many to list. but then I have to accept that things just happen. One day, it'll all be okay. I'll be happy! :)
The fact that I still wonder sometimes who i'll end up with. Who will i marry? When will i get married? have children? maybe i should focus on school. but then those questions still come up once in a while. Prolly in 2 years when I'm done with Nursing...then i should think about those questions more. I'm turning 24 this October! yikes! I feel old, yet young at the same time.
Where's my prince? Who is he? hahaha. Is there someone out there that will love me for who i am?
anyways. enough for now. :)
love. peace. happiness.