vacay!
it's 2:18pm...Manila, Phiippines time...haha...i'm in the library of my Ninang's house...stuck..til about 4 then i'll meet up with another aunt. I feel like a princess here...haha...i wish i could have a house, the size of a mansion and have maids, boys and a personal driver...lol...meh...it's different from my regular routine lifestyle in California of being independent...I feel as if time in the philippines goes by so slow...or there's no rush to do anything...it's not that everyone's a couch potato...somewhat...but not really...everything is done for you...you wake up in the morning and your breakfast is ready...you come back to your room, and the bed is made....haha...i think if i lived here...i'd be a spoiled brat! having a driver is cool! haha...you just ask him to take you wherever you want to go....anywho...[i need to workout hardcore at the gym when i get back!! =( ]
sOoO!....my vacay is coming to an end...i have 2 more nights...then i'm leaving on a jetplane, don't know when i'll be back again! hahaha. i guess the 2 weeks stay was worth it! just a vacation from reality! i had a long talk with my Ninang yesterday...hardcore drama talk...lol...kinda sorta...well she is my Ninang (godmother) my second mom...we had a deep conversation, and i really felt like she was being my second mom. we talked about different situations...family, friends, myself....it was like a 3 hour conversation....it started off with the question, why i'm here in the first place...why did i run away from home...hahaha....why did i buy my plane ticket without asking for permission...haha...i think my mom and her had a talk...and since my mom doesn't really lecture me...she probably asked my ninang to lecture me when i get here. lol. well...so then we just started talking about family issues, problems....mom & brother relationship...ayyy...that was a long lecture! hahaha...then friends lecture....love-life lecture...i learned a lot talking to her...she was a real psychiatrist...
the one thing that stuck the most from everything she told me was that "you live your life alone, and everyone & everything else are all decoration" people come and go...for every hi, there's goodbye....I have to determine my goal..create a goal. then do everything i can to reach it...once i've accomplished it...never stop...continue to another goal...and through accomplishments there will eventually be happiness....if you fall, get up...and start again....there's more things that she said...but i guess those are the main points...then it's learning to understand even if you don't. haha...trying to understand my mom. dude! meh. impossible...she already doesn't understand me, so if i don't try to understand her...then it'll be a big mess...not understanding each other! haha.
everyone needs a vacation!! but i guess not asking for permission before hand, got me in trouble...haha..meh....random decisions....being spontaneous...that's ME! =) living my life the way i want it to be!
ps. i PASSED ALL OF MY CLASSES!! i thought last semester's GPA was good! this semester was even BETTER! i guess it's all up hill from here! hopefully!! my goal right now is to GRADUATE! haha. at least i have 1 goal to work for!!! i just need the determination! i CAN! =)
sOoO!....my vacay is coming to an end...i have 2 more nights...then i'm leaving on a jetplane, don't know when i'll be back again! hahaha. i guess the 2 weeks stay was worth it! just a vacation from reality! i had a long talk with my Ninang yesterday...hardcore drama talk...lol...kinda sorta...well she is my Ninang (godmother) my second mom...we had a deep conversation, and i really felt like she was being my second mom. we talked about different situations...family, friends, myself....it was like a 3 hour conversation....it started off with the question, why i'm here in the first place...why did i run away from home...hahaha....why did i buy my plane ticket without asking for permission...haha...i think my mom and her had a talk...and since my mom doesn't really lecture me...she probably asked my ninang to lecture me when i get here. lol. well...so then we just started talking about family issues, problems....mom & brother relationship...ayyy...that was a long lecture! hahaha...then friends lecture....love-life lecture...i learned a lot talking to her...she was a real psychiatrist...
the one thing that stuck the most from everything she told me was that "you live your life alone, and everyone & everything else are all decoration" people come and go...for every hi, there's goodbye....I have to determine my goal..create a goal. then do everything i can to reach it...once i've accomplished it...never stop...continue to another goal...and through accomplishments there will eventually be happiness....if you fall, get up...and start again....there's more things that she said...but i guess those are the main points...then it's learning to understand even if you don't. haha...trying to understand my mom. dude! meh. impossible...she already doesn't understand me, so if i don't try to understand her...then it'll be a big mess...not understanding each other! haha.
everyone needs a vacation!! but i guess not asking for permission before hand, got me in trouble...haha..meh....random decisions....being spontaneous...that's ME! =) living my life the way i want it to be!
ps. i PASSED ALL OF MY CLASSES!! i thought last semester's GPA was good! this semester was even BETTER! i guess it's all up hill from here! hopefully!! my goal right now is to GRADUATE! haha. at least i have 1 goal to work for!!! i just need the determination! i CAN! =)