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i am horrified of getting hurt again. im sorry if i keep my distance but i think that the second i let myself get comfortable with you again, i'll be hurt yet again. summer will end and things will return to how they used to be. you keep pretending that we can just return to normal, acting like its all fun and games around eachother. im just so disappointed in the way we've treated eachother. it wasnt suppose to turn out like this.